Every time a bowling ball hit its lane, something rang in my head. And I knew something was wrong with me. But I didn’t want to face it. I was about 30. Lori and had been married a couple years. I worked a lot at the church. Yet things didn’t seem right in me for some time. I found it hard to relax. I had trouble sleeping. Then we had this youth event where we went bowling. I had a headache before we arrived. But once inside, the ringing in my head started. I couldn’t handle the normal sound of a bowling ball hitting the lane. It shook me. So I finally decided to go see a doctor. They suggested I had symptoms of burnout which upset me. I didn’t like it. I decided to ignore that diagnosis and take better care of myself. Things would be okay for a little bit. But then something would happen that would again reveal something wasn’t right.